I love strangers. There's just something so addicting about strangers with their mystery and nonchalance. Makes you wanna stare at them forever or have the privilege of getting to meet them through some divine intervention.

As much as I want to meet strangers, I'm not the confrontational kind so whenever I fall in love love with a stranger, I just admire from afar and stare forever. Of course, I pretend I wasn't looking whenever they thankfully glance. If they do most of the staring - which is really nice - it usually gets overwhelming that I hide.

I don't go out and party anymore and I've never been to Government (I'm straight that way ;p) so my only way of "meeting" strangers is through the Internet. Instead of chatting, what I like to do apart from checking my friends' friends in Friendster, is blog-hopping.

A couple of months ago, I was led to this beautiful boy's site which was teeming with vibrant pictures and can-relate journal entries. I fell in love love at first click. He's beautiful and intelligent and interesting and pure and honest and free and special. And he reminds me of the teenager I once was. He makes me miss the old me - the weirdo who shaved half of his eyebrows, loved liquid eyeliner and let his girlfriend trim his mohawk.

I don't know what posessed me last week, but I tried adding him as a friend. And he approved!!! I wanted to perform Beyonce's "Get Me Bodied" after that.

I regularly check his blog and his Multiply site and every time I do, I fall in love love with him even more. More and more I discover how similar we are when it comes to certain things.

I feel like Tom right now. I want to be his best friend. I want to be his boyfriend. I want to be him. Honeybun supports me, of course. She's crushing over him too and thinks I actually look like him - back when I was 17 and I still had a jawline and my ribcage was so beautifully embossed.

I'm excited about the future. But right now, I simply can't wait to check his sites for updates.