I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

I have recently accepted that I am already f-ing ancient at 26. I was never a whildchild, but I am actually starting to mellow and mature now blah blah blah.

As in I recently trashed half of my stuff, and plan to continue it every weekend. I even ditched several relationships since I don't need a lot of people really in this life.

And then I discover this seriously beautiful soul, an LJ friend, who is so beautiful I want to cry every time I see him. He reminds me of the teener I almost was. He is such a beautiful boy I just want to cry right now and make him a song and even maybe reincarnate my old teen self.

I am so conflicted.


And in fucking love.

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