Saw a friend's blog. He posted all these pics from a super cool party. It looked really really fun.

And for the first time, I didn't feel jealous or like I was missing out on something.

I actually felt nothing. After 5 seconds, I felt relieved I wasn't there.

I've changed and I'm not sure if that's good or bad.

Wait, I'm not even sure I've changed. I think this has been me all along, just hiding, just ignored.

I really should go out on a date with myself pretty soon.